Saturday, December 17, 2011

Exam results and other stuffs.

i cant sleep. so since i didn't update my blog for few days already...so TAAADAAAA...!! hahaha. yeapp! our exam results came out just a few days ago..
huhu..my pointer? 3.23only :(
it's not really something to be proud of..yeah.. im actually not really satisfied with it sebab tak mencapai target pun. But, im grateful and thankful!! hehe..sekarang dah lulus foundation..n welcome to degree!! hopefully degree will treat me nicely. oraittt..;) seronok nak jumpa classmates next sem..tahniah to them too sbab lulus jugak. degree must be harder and tougher..semoga all of us dapat sama2 laluinya..hihi.

oh yeah! guess what? im learning to play guitar from my brother. bestnye.. sekarang dah pandai main sket2.. dah boleh main lagu yang simple2..hihi..tapi sekarang belajar guna electric guitar..so lain sket.. so next sem hajat nak beli gitar sendiri..actually i've been wanting a guitar since a long time ago.. tapi tak pernah nak serius..so now im serious bro!! hihi.

mr.snuggle keeps me company.

MENGADA KAN!!? HAHAHA

im outa here ;P

Monday, December 12, 2011

results nak keluar less than 24 hours!

hadoi.. results exam lepas akan dikeluarkan tak lama lagi.
bila teringat balik masa jawab ujian haritu, rasa nervous pulak. sebab ujian susah tahap gaban!! bagi kami yang ambil TESL/ pengajian bahasa inggeris lagi la susah kena ujian 3 sem sekaligus! harap tak sangkut memane okay!

result boleh cek kat sini,

Keputusan Peperiksaan akan dibuka mengikut fasa-fasa berikut:

Fasa 1. Keputusan Semester Akhir bagi ambilan-ambilan berikut akan dibuka mulai 7:00pm 12/12/2011:

PISMP JAN 2008
PPISMP JUL 2010
PPISMP[TESL] JUL 2010
KPLI JAN 2011

Jika anda bukan dari kumpulan di atas, JANGAN LOGIN lagi.

Fasa 2. Keputusan Semester bagi ambilan-ambilan lain akan dibuka mulai 20/12/2011.

sumber : http://www.myedusoft.com/sub/result/

macam macam

a lot of things happened.. bang!! at a time.. adoiii.
macam2 lah.. last night i had an asthma attack. after years, it suddenly strikes again.
my parents sent me to the hospital at 5.50 in the morning. nasib baik nothing serious. it was just a minor attack.
so, no worry okay. ;) tapi sekarang perut mengamuk lagi.. dari tadi sakit. rasanya gastrict kot. because i havent been eating well these few days. huhu. salah sendiri.
btw, skarang tgh tggu results exam kluar.. dgr2 org cakap esok baru keluar.. harap results okay..huhu. *crossing my finger*
well..that's all for now..:)

Thursday, December 8, 2011

best nya shopping meratarata!

bestnya shopping bila...elaun/gaji masuk!
hehehe. tentulah bestkan shopping masa ada duit. tapi ikutlah kemampuan individu. janganlah pulak elaun rm500 kau pegi beli levi's harga rm300. kalau saya, saya tak kesah pun barang branded atau tidak. janji saya berkenan. barang bundle pun saya layan. best ape. hari tu aku beli baju nike harga rm5 je kat bundle. sebijik mcm baju nike kau yg harga rm100 tu..jimat rm95 aku. hehe.

bestnya shopping bila...ada super duper mega big sale!
hahaha.nampak sangat kedekut. saya bukan kedekut, tapi hidup sebagai student kenalah pandai jimat. lainlah dah bergaji sendiri. opss! tapi walaupun sale tu mega mega super mega punya, kita mesti berpada2. baju harga rm10 satu helai pun kalau kau borong sampai 10 helai. mahal jadinya. so buatlah pilihan bijak. aturkan bajet anda sebaiknya.

bestnya shopping bila...tak perlu bawak wallet sendiri!
ngeh3. jahatnya saya kan? oh tidak. jangan salah sangka. saya bukan kaki kikis. tapi seronok kan bila shopping parents yang bayar. yelah, saya kan student. mana ada gaji. mesti lah parents yang tanggung. jadi sometimes pegi shopping ngn parents dorang yg bayar semua. tapi ingatlah.. jangan terlampau menggunakan duit parents utk shopping semata2. walaupun dorang cakap dorang tak kesah spending money on us, but kita seharusnya fikir susah payah mereka kerja utk mendapat wang itu. jadi biarlah dorang spend duit tu utk dorang sendiri enjoy skali skala. come on...give ur parents a break man! 


bestnya shopping bila...saya seorang billionaire! 
arghhh..bila lagi nak jadi billionaire kan? berangan je..haha.



kthxbye ;P

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

waiting for my smiles ;)

yepp..im waiting for my niece n nephew dri miri tak sampai sampai lagi..
rumah ni sunyi sbb my sis dh balik betong dia kena jaga org spm. my dad outstatiion kat kl till friday.. so me n my mom pandang memandang lah.hahaha.

oh yes. my hair dah pendek!! huhu.. rambut panjang mengurai sebelum ni susah nak jaga.. so pendek la jawabnya..

senang urus. tapi bf cakap nampak childish! tak apa, awet muda kan! ;P
so sebelum ni rambut panjang org anggap budak skolah menengah, sekarang rambut pendek orang sangka budak sekolah rendah pulak kot. yeshhh. HAHA. kthxbai

ku bahagia!

live life to the fullest!
saya bahagia. adakah anda bahagia?
hihi ;)

teddy besar punya!! dri insan tersayang :') 

cuti ini sangat membosankan..jauh dri budak gombak kesayangan tu.. 
but jauh dimata, dekat dihati sentiasa.  ♥
haha. i bought 2 hamsters.. cost hamsters plus cage n everything rm76 sahaja..! my sis and mom sponsor..;)
yay!! esok my nephew n niece datang.. xsabar nak main ngn dorang.. rindu!! hehe. 

Sunday, November 20, 2011

10 things that i like

1. i like my family
2. i like my boyfriend
3. i like my friends
4. i like nature
5. i like sports
6. i like dance
7. i like eating
8. i like movies
9. i like travelling
10. i like myself

enough

thats it. i have had enough of myself. from now on, i promise myself to try harder okay. i will make sure that your stupid page will no longer listed in my "most visited pages". come on, lija. try to live your life!!! stop feeling bothered about other's and stop letting her to fool around with your life. hmmmm. lets start a new dayyyy..;) weeeeehooooooooo!!

...

honey: i miss you, hubby.
hubby: be patient.
honey: i really miss you.
hubby: me too.
honey: i love you.
hubby: me too.
honey: :'(
hubby: :|

*what can you conclude from this conversation between a couple?*

empathy

see..do you feel what i felt now? im not trying to take revenge but have a lil bit of empathy would you.

running away?

why did i do this? to run away? no..im not running away.. i just...i dont know..stop being a kid. :'(

again

cried myself to sleep for two freaking days now..kalau tambah esok jadi combo lah kan..HAHAHAHA.. the truth is im not laughing. :'( give me strength. okay. im not weak okay. im a tough girl! okay. im tough. im tougher than u think i am..gudnite moon. take my sadness away with you when the sun arises. let the sun rays shine a new day. :) *hope*

Monday, November 7, 2011

what a relief!

just now i had a quick talk with my darling in his car..
we talked abt a lot of stuffs. i like it..i love it when we open and share some random things we have in mind.. it somehow made me feel relief and better.. dear, we should do it again once in a while. mengeratkan silaturrahim! ;P


ini dia yg lukis for me.. i stick some of his random drawings kat dinding bilik.. he can be so sweet sometimes.. comel kan.. wekk..biarla kau nyampah..kalau nyampah please stop reading..memang dah habis punn...

Friday, November 4, 2011

i **** you with all my life.

you can guess the word that i replaced with 4 asterisks at the above headline by reading this post.


I can’t sleep after spending hours on social studies papers. Maybe it’s because of the half-cup coffee that I drank earlier. That wasn’t the point anyway. So tired of social studies I end up reading Facebook. Like it’ll come up in the finals, huh? But it is irresistible after 3 effing days of me actually ignoring Facebook. Great achievement! But that wasn’t the main point either. Okay let’s make this short. I don’t freaking know how I “accidentally” opened your FB page. And I effing hate it. Sorry I effing hate it till the point that it was impossible for me not to browse through your pictures, and LMAO! I thought I had blocked you several times??  Maybe you are using a new account, huh? It can’t be helped that seeing your face again reminds me of my darkest days in my whole life. And I haven’t forgiven you. I doubt I will. I hate you and I hate everyone closed to you. If I’m an evil witch I would have curse your whole life. But, look on the bright side, if it wasn’t for what you did, I’ll not be this strong girl I am now. It’s surely SURELY not because of you. It’s never because of you. It’s because of what you did, and the people who support me until now. My family, my friends, and all my loved ones, they made me strong. Thanks to them. And you, please stay away from my life. Or in short, FO!

Note: God please soften my heart and let me forgive him before You take me. Sorry for the swearing in the last sentence.

Thursday, October 27, 2011

bosan tinggal kat hostel!




dinner di Swiss Inn Hotel ;)

sory entry ini tak ada kaitan ngn gambar diatas.. gambar diatas tu saja nak buat org meluat..
aku sangat bosan IPSAH cuti seminggu sempena deepavali sampai aku tak tahu nak buat apa. dah puas aku berguling2 diatas katil..dah puas aku tgk movie mcm2. dah puas aku kluar jalan2 tak tentu arah. yang penting dah puas aku naikkan berat badan dengan makan banyak2. =..=
berat badan aku sekarang 45kg, habis cuti ni aku tak tahu naik brapa lagi..hahaha.. tapi aku tak kesah naik la brapa pun.. nafsu makan aku mmg besar. hahaha... 
hoi hoi hoi.. aku x mention pun apa2 pasal aku belajar, walaupun tak lama lagi exam, tp aku tak blajar langsung..huhuhu.. mengadu bosan tak buat apa2 tapi tak mahu pulak belajar.. kan baik kalau aku rajin menelaah.. hurmmm.. apa2 pun wish me luck..;)

Monday, September 12, 2011

apakah????


It’s getting on my nerves yo!
Aku tak paham. Aku tak paham sangat. Mungkin sebab aku ni tlampau ‘tak pandai’ sampai aku tak paham.
Exam, quiz semua aku tak suka. Tapi oleh sebab aku ni x pandai. Kena lah banyak berusaha sebelum exam atau quiz.
Satu yang aku tak paham certain org ni, bila exam dekat, knapa plu act cool tak nak revise apa semua. Buat2 tak kesah. “Oh lantak lah”, “goreng sajalah”, “biarlah”. Padahal kau kesah sebenarnya kan. Tengok org lain yg slow mcm aku ni baca notes before quiz ke exam ke mula lah nak cakap, “rajin nya nak baca2”. Tahukah anda, anda membuat kan org mcm saya ni DEMOTIVATED. Bagi lah peluang saya tak pandai macam awak. Mungkin kau tlampau pandai sangat sampai kau x payah blajar kan. Betul ke kau tak blajar ni? Jangan2 kau blajar senyap2 supaya org cakap kau tak blajar pun boleh score ye tak. Hahahaha.  Yelah genius!
Kedua, kenapa org nak blumba2 jadi org first nak klua dri exam hall? Baik kau blumba2 nak dapat highest mark. Bukan kah itu lebih baik. Skema nya aku kan. Yelah.. I told you org slow mcm aku ni kena banyak berusaha. Bukan macam org hebat mcm kamu smua.. tak blajar pun markah tinggi2.. oh..patut lah aku buat post ni aku dengki rupanya. Tolong ajar aku jadi genius macam anda semua. Betulkah ejaan genius tu? Hahahaha.sory.

Thursday, August 25, 2011

esok raya ke?

tak, belum lagi lah.
esok habis kuliah...yeehooo!!
cuti seminggu.
ehhhh!! jap!
esok boyfriend saya ada persembahan nyanyian sempena sambutan raya!!
hehehekk.. sy akan dtg memberi sokongan k..

Wednesday, August 24, 2011

happy sadness

tadi dh bukak posa ngn semua classmates. semua ada kot.
  1. ajam
  2. amir
  3. azizah
  4. anisa
  5. adila
  6. iffah
  7. ika
  8. christina
  9. adeline
  10. feng
  11. jovin
  12. visa
  13. mogan
  14. qazin
  15. syakir
  16. rona
  17. fiona
  18. wee
  19. meeva
  20. hood syg
  21. saya lija
  22. nanad
  23. tehah
okayhh.. semua kami ada so happy ah.. esok last kat cni.. ada yang malam ni last subuh esok nak g airport dah.. ada yg x balik..huhu. bas sya lak sama ngn hood sayang..:) sebab flight dri KL so kna amek bas g KL dulu. hehe..the point is, im happy that smua datang tadi.. but sad la kena pisah..
but only for a week ah.. its okay..;)
sayang all my classmates. they are the best among the rest.(ayat ika)


soooooooo, skang kna smbung assignments yg x abes2 lg.. hurhh.. tggl sket lagi okay.. heheheh.

sungkey

malam tok klas mek owg plan mok plah sungkey sama2 kat kedey dpan maktab. last before masing2 balit kampung bah. so biak mpuan suma okay jak.. cuma tinggal cdak laki gk. macam2 jak alasan.. DEPENDS lah apa lah. marek cdak molah sungkey pun cdak x ajak dak mpuan.. tapi da ku kesah??? sukati lah cdak ya mok datang ka x. ada yg madah mpuan tok nyusahkan lah apalah. ingat diriknya bgus glak li.. tapi aku xmok lah komen sal nya.. molah kepak aku jak.. so mun cdak laki xmok bagi kerjasama, XBOH. biar mek owg mpuan jak plah. kmk org mpuan smua okay bah. heheheheh.. so, sepa mok join, juh kumpul 6.30 kat dpan maktab kayhhh. :D

please..

stop giving me reasons to leave.
instead, give me one reason to stay. ;(

Happy Birthday Ipah Saizini

hari ni bday classmate sy, ipah!
so sejam yang lepas kami buat "little prank" untuk dia.
para pelakon yang bersekongkol;

The Evil Bitches
  1. Adeline Bitch
  2. Christina Bitch
  3. Abbiey Bitch
  4. Anisa Bitch 
  5. Rona Bitch
  6. Visa Bitch
  7. Fiona Bitch
  8. dan sudah semestinya saya.
  • Dimulakan dengan lakonan cik adeline yg menangis.. 
  • kami yang lain semua berpura2 risau.
  • kemudian cik adeline tiba2 menghilangkan diri.
  • saya mendapat sms bahawa cik adeline berada dipondok depan hostel.
  • kami semua dengan ipah pg pondok untuk cheer cik adeline. 
  • cik wee, cik christina serta cik fiona sembunyi belakang pondok dengan tepung 1kg.
  • setelah kami tiba dipondok, cik ipah DISERANG!! hahahahah
  • semua kejar2 dengan tepung.
  • tapi satu insiden yg x diingini berlaku.
  • ketika cik christina mahu menyerang cik anisa, mereka bertempuh lalu terjatuh.secara slow motion.=.=
  • kedua2 luka ditangan dan dilutut. kesian kan..
  • tapi kami tetap enjoy okay..
  • nasib xda apa yg serius.
  • MISSION ACCOMPLISHED. 
  • HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IFFAH NADZIRAH BT SAIZINI.
  • LOVE YA BABE! MUAH MUAH MUAHHH.
thx to all the bitches :)
baiklah aku nak sambung buat assignments..
urhhhhh!! bila nak siap?????

Tuesday, August 23, 2011

What im craving for recently.

SAYA NAK MAKAN MCD!!
TOLONGLAH BAGI MCD! T..T
bajet superman nak terbang bawak mcd pastu bagi melalui tingkap bilik kan..atau pun batman datang dgn kereta nya yang laju dan drift depan hostel lalu berkata, "nah ini mcd mu, sayangku." hurhhh. mimpi lah.
hari ni berbuka ngn maggi je..:(
selamat berbuka warga sungai petani.


my happiest moment!

happy? are you happy? am i happy?
okay, the happiest day or moment or hour or second in my life is when..........................when.....when....



...okay, tell you what, i'll get back to you when it happens.

:/

Monday, August 22, 2011

C'mon try t' read me yaw.



“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn’t it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, wanders into your stupid life.. You give him a piece of you. They didn’t ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, then your life isn’t your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It’s a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

Until this moment, I never understood how hard it was to lose something you never had.

 Can ye read wut m tryin'e say??


Friday, August 19, 2011

Give away and contest

banyak orang slalu join..teringin jugak nak join.. tapi tunggu lah.. hahahahahaha

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

ASSignments

Currently loaded with ASSignments. Do you read me?
ASSignments!!! Haih..STRESS.


Lets try to reduce the stress..Have a laugh! :D

FUNNY FACTS
If you yelled for 8 years, 7 months and 6 days, you would have produced enough sound energy to heat one cup of coffee. oh really??
If you passed-gas consistently for 6 years and 9 months, enough gas is produced to create the energy of an atomic bomb! now thats more i like it.
A pig's orgasm lasts 30 minutes. 30 minutes!! oh maii
A cockroach will live nine days without its head before it starves to death (Creepy). im still not over that pig!
Some lions mate over 50 times a day. the pig still win.hahahaha!!
Right handed people live, on average, 9 years longer than left-handed ones. im right-handed
Polar bears are left handed. if they switch, they'll live longer. :P
Humans and dolphins are the only species that have sex for pleasure. what about the pig? ahahahahah!!!    

Laughing,
LadyLML 

Monday, August 15, 2011

header baru

tak dapat tido jadi saya buat header baru.
hehekk :)
budak baru belajar lagi okayy..
xtaw macam mana cara proper buat ni..
so lantak je..

Love,
LadyLML

Happy Anniversary

ohh maii.
sudah genap ( atau genab?? ahh mana2 antara dua itu pun kamu faham kan ) sambung balik dah setahun rupanya belog saya.
Woww!! hahaha. Walaupun dah setahun dalam dunia blog, tapi saya masih lagi anggap diri saya ni NOOB. Atau newbie. sebab memang saya tak banyak pengetahuan dalam berblogging ni dan harap agar anda memberi tunjuk ajar yer.. :)
Azam baru? Perlu ke? hmm baiklah, saya cuma harap saya dapat teruskan blog saya sampai _____________.(fill in the blank yo.) ^..^

Actually saya baru balik dari latihan tarian ni.. kitorang kena invite buat persembahan masa event charity night diluar kampus nanti dan satu lagi event dalam kampus sempena mooncake festival..:) kena kerja keras lah jugak sebab masa agak suntuk.

Ohh btw, tadi mum called tanya khabar, saya bagitaw pasal tiket pergi KL nanti sebab my flight nanti raya from KL-KCH, so dari kedah kena naik bas dulu. Tiket semua dah beli dah tapi tadi tiba2 dad cakap, "why did you buy ticket to KL, dad booked your flight from Penang to Kuching not from KL. " Gosh gelabah haku.
Terus masa tu jugak pergi check my email, rupa2 nya my dad yg pelupa! Memang my flight from KL lah. Dupdapdupdap jantung saya taw nasib x heart attack. hokhok.
Yeay, raya saya balik and my sis dah janji nak pegi bazaar sama2. Anak2 buah pun ada sekali nanti..Yippy!! Cant wait.

Sebelum terlupa, sempena anniversary belog saya, saya ingin menghadiahi belog saya..

sebiji kek yang lazat (plus cupcakes yg comel)


Sejambak mawar merah.(romantis kan saya)

keyboard made of chocolate. (nak taip ke makan?)


Jam tangan rolex!! betuah jadi belog aku.

Next time saya bagi hadiah lagi marbeles taw! hekhek.


With love,
LadyLML

Sunday, August 14, 2011

Pengumuman

Pengumuman apa ya?
Maaf ini bukan pengumuman raya. ngeh3
Actually tadi buat assignment, then cuaca sejuk nak tidur tapi tak boleh tidur lah. Text bf pun bf x reply, tidur kot. comel hekhek. opps nyampah kan.
Sebenarnya tak ada pengumunan apa pun, saja nak bagitahu yang kini henpon nokia E6 yang saya baru beli dah loaded with 8 hours and 16 minutes of songs. Ceh padahal henpon tu dah sebulan lebih dalam tangan. Lambatnya haku. =..=''
Tapi lama dah x hapdet my songs so kebanyakan lagu2 lama last year so agak ketinggalan lah saya dalam bab ini. :( Yelah kan dah cakap kat post yg lepas saya dah lama x dengar2 lagu.
Sesiapa yg minat bab lagu ni boleh lah suggest lagu2 yg best. Apa2 genre pun boleh lah, i wanna give a shot. ^.^ Bajet ada orang baca kan. Hahahaha. 

Promote henpon pulak aku. Pakai lah henpon ni. Memudahkan saya berhubung dengan si dia yg tersayang. Huhukk :P

Apa apa pon nantikan post yang akan datang, saya nak post pasal jejaka kacak. Ngahahah.


Loves,
LadyLML

Saturday, August 13, 2011

sadis sungguh T..T

one of my favourite vlogger dah quit doing blog and vlog!!!
aaaaaa..so sad..:((
he is from sabah, he is so talented yet......
brrrrrrrrr.. xpa lah..i'll miss you. hope u will come back soon..:(

My Favourite Song ♥♥♥

I used to listen to songs before we were together, remember?
Later after being with you I stop listening to songs, which I just noticed recently. I have been asking myself why. Why?? Have I lost the interest in music?
But every time when I got problem with you I start to listen to songs again. Why??
I spent hours and hours thinking about it today. I know it’s silly but then I realised something and I smiled.
I smiled because all these while, it is not because I’m not interested in music anymore. But only to discover that you are my music, my song, my favourite song, which I'll never get bored with. That's why when you are around, I never feel empty. :)





FYI, love is the biggest inspiration of music okay. :)


Love,
LadyLML

Do You Know That...

 do you know that..do you know that..do you know that..

..i cant wait to get my ass back to home in about urmm.. more or less 13 days. yippy!! :D

..i cant sleep..i got tonnes and tonnes of assignments. but, nahh.. they can wait.ngahahahahah. such a lazy me. >.<

..oh yeah, my flu are getting better..thx to everyone that cares for me..:)
love u guys much much muchh..

..a house fly lives only 14 days.

..our eyes are always the same size from birth.

..unless food is mixed with saliva you can't taste it.

..a lobsters blood is colorless but when exposed to oxygen it turns blue.

..reindeer likes bananas.

okay okay stoppp..hahaha.



 
million of loves,
LadyLML :)

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Cursing Swearing and all Shits that Doesn't Matter..

I wanna stop cursing and swearing.
****
On second thought, i think i'll fucking pass.

Bad Sign?

August started rather cruel, especially to me i guess. :(

Is it really that bad??


A lot of stuffs happened within these few days, which i prefer not to mention here. I just HOPE i can go through everything. With or without any companion. :(

These are a few inspiring quotes that i found useful to myself and they might be useful to some of u too. sharing is caring guys. :)

I know God will not give me anything I can't handle.  I just wish that He didn't trust me so much.  ~Mother Teresa
 You can't run away from trouble.  There ain't no place that far.  ~Uncle Remus
Bad is never good until worse happens.  ~Danish Proverb
We turn to God for help when our foundations are shaking, only to learn that it is God who is shaking them.  ~Charles C. West
When life gives you a hundred reasons to cry, show life that you have a thousand reasons to smile.  ~Author Unknown  


take care all :)

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Hypotension

i went to the clinic to check on my flu fever.
then the doctor told me i have low blood pressure.
im not very good at biology, so i googled and this is what i found on the net.

Low blood pressure (hypotension)

Is low blood pressure bad for your health?
People who have lower blood pressures have a lower risk of stroke, kidney disease, and heart disease. Athletes, people who exercise regularly, people who maintain ideal body weight, and non-smokers tend to have lower blood pressures. Therefore, low blood pressure is desirable as long as it is not low enough to cause symptoms and damage to the organs in the body. 

but i have most of these symptoms.. :(

Symptoms may include:
  • Blurry vision
  • Confusion
  • Dizziness
  • Fainting
  • Light-headedness
  • Sleepiness
  • Weakness
i also found this;

There are three main types of hypotension:
  • Orthostatic hypotension, including postprandial orthostatic hypotension
  • Neurally mediated hypotension (NMH)
  • Severe hypotension brought on by a sudden loss of blood (shock), infection, or severe allergic reaction.

i think i have the second one. (NMH)

What is neurally mediated hypotension?
Neurally mediated hypotension is also known by the following names: the fainting reflex, neurocardiogenic syncope, vasodepressor syncope, the vaso-vagal reflex, and autonomic dysfunction. Hypotension is the formal medical term for low blood pressure, and syncope is the term for fainting. Neurally mediated hypotension occurs when there is an abnormal reflex interaction between the heart and the brain, both of which usually are structurally normal.
 
When does neurally mediated hypotension lead to symptoms?
Neurally mediated hypotension occurs in susceptible individuals in the following settings:
  • after prolonged periods of quiet upright posture (such as standing in line, standing in a shower, or even sitting up for long periods),
  • after being in a warm environment (such as in hot summer weather, a hot crowded room, a hot shower or bath),
  • immediately after exercise,
  • after emotionally stressful events (seeing blood or gory scenes, being scared or anxious).
  • some individuals get symptoms soon after eating, when blood flow has shifted to the intestinal circulation during the process of digestion. 

but i dont think im at the critical level now. 
just having the minor symptoms sometimes.
so WORRY FREE :) 

Far from home :')

Maybe it was a fate, maybe it was a coincidence or maybe it was something else that i never thought of. Out of all the places, i was sent to study here in IPSAH, Sungai Petani, Kedah. Syukurlah diberi peluang utk terus menimba ilmu. Ilmu itu bukan sahaja datang dr buku, bahkan datang dengan banyak lagi cara yg kita tak pernah sangka.

Jauhnya dri Sarawak. Bukan keluhan kerana tiada penyesalan pun. Bahkan rasa bertuah diberi peluang untuk observe cara hidup orang lain semasa usia yg sebegini. Sambil belajar, sambil merantau.

Tapi tak semua kami org Borneo yg dihantar kesini, orang senang. Macamana kami survive? There are so many ways. Masa-masa macam ni, teringat pulak kesah dulu. bukan kesah sy, tapi orang lain.

Last time there was a good student from our school that only can afford to further his study in form 6. After sitting STPM, his results was very good. So, he got an offer to further his study in UPSI, Perak. Unfortunately, he cannot afford to even buy the air ticket to Perak. So my mom help to sponsored his whatever needs to get there. Mom you are the best teacher and mother at the same time. Today, that person is already a working degree teacher. What do you think he would be if my mom doesnt offer that help to him? Can you see how a simplest kindness could help A HUMAN BEING change his whole life.

Kat IPSAH ni pun ada jgak org2 yang kurang bernasib baik. Some of the Malays, cant even go back to celebrate raya with their family. For me thats sad. Sebab kami yang agak bernasib baik ni walaupun tak sambut raya, tapi mampu balik kerumah. Syukur sangat YA TUHAN. One day, i'll help one of them at least. Balik nanti i wanna request my father to send my scooter here. Dan sy nak bagi org yg memerlukannya pakai and i have somebody in mind. Yelah, org yg dekat-dekat senang lah bawak kereta apa semua. How about us? Lagi-lagi kalau bukan orang senang. Paying for the air ticket, paying the taxi, renting a car..its not cheap and bukan semua dapat buat macam tu. Lain lah ada kawan yg IKHLAS tolong. Kadang2 kami yg DITOLONG ni, sedar jugak, mungkin kami menyusahkan anda. Terima kasih lah kepada yg selalu ikhlas menolong. Ada jugak banyak yg selalu tolong org2 yg kurang senang. Dan mereka adalah orang2 yg baik.


Lastly i cant wait to get back to home. 16 days to go.
Maaf kalau ada tersilap cakap. thank you for reading :)
maaf juga bahasa mixed up. 

speechless

a quote from my old post (2010)

hidup di dunia ni, kita tak boleh puas kan hati semua orang, KITA JUGA TAK BOLEH HARAPKAN SEMUA ORANG PUASKAN HATI KITA.

;(

Wednesday, August 3, 2011

Accidentally in Love

cehhh, title macam lagu Counting Crows pulak kan..kalau xtau cepat pg tanya abg google..hehe.
baik lah isi kandungan post kali ini xda kaitan pun dgn title diatas.
actually tadi klua ngn Mr.hood dan kawan kawan..
bajet pegi berbuka puasa sama2 la..
but then after that, something bad happened. :(
i hit a motorcycle masa reverse kereta..thank god motor tu x ada penumpang. dia parking kat blakang kereta.. thats why sy xnampak. :(
then Mr.hood pg negotiate dgn org tu..naseb baek org tu xmrh just mintak bayar rm50 je. So Mr.hood bayar la td then settle smua..:) tQ dear..
So lepas tu my mood spoiled. Sorry dear ruin our moment tadi..Tapi Mr.hood sabar je layan kan...:')
then i called my mum and told her the whole story. tapi kan kan kan.. my mum laugh at me..jahat kan mummy..tpi syg mummy sbb x marah pun. :)

P/s: bengang ngn org yg pinjam kereta sblm kami td..lambat dkat nak sejam. thats why kami rushing...pssssttttt!!! len kali tepati la masa.hurhhh.

thats all.. nak buat kerja pulak :)

2nd August 2011

okayy.. what happened a while ago at 11.30pm in F3J class?
euwww.. i can still smell the mixture of raw eggs with durian..
can u imagine this mixture being thrown at u REPEATEDLY without compassion? hhohoho.
urghhhh..oh man that was an epic moment!!.hahahaha
yup its a birthday prank..luckily its not for me but for my course mate, musfadhly (rona's bf).
happy birthday mus :)
kali ini rona yg jadi mastermind aa..ehehe.


u guys are really the cutest and the sweetest couple at ipsah!!! ehehehekkk.
take care of each other okay :D

 comel kan?? love u rona :)

evident dihapuskan takut guard marah bah :P

okay this photo is not related at all..ngahahaha.tp aku nak jgak.
hood was there too..he was also conspired to make sure the prank was successful..ngehehehe.. sorry MUS :)

baiklah itu saja :D

Sunday, July 31, 2011

SEM 3 part 2 :D

soooooo many things happened last week..

♥ International Understanding Day
-organised by TESL seniors :)

♥ went overnight at Penang with friends
-adeline, christina, franky and jovin

♥ class photo session  
-F3K 2011 
-Hood was absent :( 

so this are all the selected photos.
ENJOY :)





















sorry i didn't put the caption for the photos..
i'll update soon k :)