Sunday, November 20, 2011

10 things that i like

1. i like my family
2. i like my boyfriend
3. i like my friends
4. i like nature
5. i like sports
6. i like dance
7. i like eating
8. i like movies
9. i like travelling
10. i like myself

enough

thats it. i have had enough of myself. from now on, i promise myself to try harder okay. i will make sure that your stupid page will no longer listed in my "most visited pages". come on, lija. try to live your life!!! stop feeling bothered about other's and stop letting her to fool around with your life. hmmmm. lets start a new dayyyy..;) weeeeehooooooooo!!

...

honey: i miss you, hubby.
hubby: be patient.
honey: i really miss you.
hubby: me too.
honey: i love you.
hubby: me too.
honey: :'(
hubby: :|

*what can you conclude from this conversation between a couple?*

empathy

see..do you feel what i felt now? im not trying to take revenge but have a lil bit of empathy would you.

running away?

why did i do this? to run away? no..im not running away.. i just...i dont know..stop being a kid. :'(

again

cried myself to sleep for two freaking days now..kalau tambah esok jadi combo lah kan..HAHAHAHA.. the truth is im not laughing. :'( give me strength. okay. im not weak okay. im a tough girl! okay. im tough. im tougher than u think i am..gudnite moon. take my sadness away with you when the sun arises. let the sun rays shine a new day. :) *hope*

Monday, November 7, 2011

what a relief!

just now i had a quick talk with my darling in his car..
we talked abt a lot of stuffs. i like it..i love it when we open and share some random things we have in mind.. it somehow made me feel relief and better.. dear, we should do it again once in a while. mengeratkan silaturrahim! ;P


ini dia yg lukis for me.. i stick some of his random drawings kat dinding bilik.. he can be so sweet sometimes.. comel kan.. wekk..biarla kau nyampah..kalau nyampah please stop reading..memang dah habis punn...

Friday, November 4, 2011

i **** you with all my life.

you can guess the word that i replaced with 4 asterisks at the above headline by reading this post.


I can’t sleep after spending hours on social studies papers. Maybe it’s because of the half-cup coffee that I drank earlier. That wasn’t the point anyway. So tired of social studies I end up reading Facebook. Like it’ll come up in the finals, huh? But it is irresistible after 3 effing days of me actually ignoring Facebook. Great achievement! But that wasn’t the main point either. Okay let’s make this short. I don’t freaking know how I “accidentally” opened your FB page. And I effing hate it. Sorry I effing hate it till the point that it was impossible for me not to browse through your pictures, and LMAO! I thought I had blocked you several times??  Maybe you are using a new account, huh? It can’t be helped that seeing your face again reminds me of my darkest days in my whole life. And I haven’t forgiven you. I doubt I will. I hate you and I hate everyone closed to you. If I’m an evil witch I would have curse your whole life. But, look on the bright side, if it wasn’t for what you did, I’ll not be this strong girl I am now. It’s surely SURELY not because of you. It’s never because of you. It’s because of what you did, and the people who support me until now. My family, my friends, and all my loved ones, they made me strong. Thanks to them. And you, please stay away from my life. Or in short, FO!

Note: God please soften my heart and let me forgive him before You take me. Sorry for the swearing in the last sentence.